Gone

My hope is gone
Gone as the wind
Blows on my face

In three days
Im planing to fly away from the pain
That rips my heart

The pain that doesn´t allow me to sleep
The pain that controls my emotions
I need to run away
And breath the air i haven´t been allow to breath
Since this started

My heart is tearing apart
I can´t hold the pieces together
I can´t see peace on my eyes

Im starting to fall
But i know where to go to but still
Im falling apart

My sorrow might not let me see
My pain might not let me cry
Because through the years i learned how to be hard

My heart was lying on the floor
And you left it their crying out for help

My illusions are gone
I feel like i want to be a five year old again
Where the happiness was glowing out of my face

I can´t stand this but i will have to live with it
Keep it on a trunk
Deep inside my heart
Lock it and not let anyone see what´s inside
Just God will know what i have there
Life is hard but is harder without the people you need standing there and supporting you

My strenght is falling but i will trust the impossible...