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This is me telling myself to let me be and let me breath

To take your chains and go away

As whispers through the deepest forest

Awaking the pain

Once asleep

Now I can feel it all over me

Taking me down to the darkest place

But I´m screaming back at it

I won’t let it take me back there again

Again to the sorrows and the envy

To the place where I cant breathe

Where I lock myself from everyone else

Taking the step towards loneliness and emptiness

Towards the deepest hole you could ever have found

Following the steps and refuge in those mistakes

I once tried to erase

The ones your twisted mind always told me about

Is hard enough not having what you once stole from me

My innocence and happiness

Those gloomy days that once existed

In the emptiness of your words

Away but close

By AC

Matter

Time will pass by as watter through our fingers

Life passes by untold and unfold

Like a wind without direction towards any where

Is like we cant get hold of it

We doubt our capacities our talents

Because we tend to compare ourselves with everyone around us

We try to be like them

But in the contrary not trying to achieve our own goals

We are all created with different talents

Personalities that are completely variable

We all are meant for so much more

Our creator meant it that way

We each have a component that makes us different from the rest

From our family history 'till what we have become

Some defects some great talents

That even though we are unperfect

We are meant to be compatible

Each in our different crazy way

Don't let anyone tell you otherwise

You are beautiful to God

And that is what matters at the end!

He made you different from everyone else

I always like to think, with a different purpose

have u thought what will be the world like without u in it?

It will definitely not be the same, from any angle

Happy new year, may God give u the clarity that He is the only way, we could never achieve what He has already done in the cross! :)

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Kneeling close in the floor

Clamming for another chance

To breath and feel

Once more the shock

Of what you thought wasn’t rocking bottom

Rocking bottom till someone else looks

Looks to the mess that seems to have been played

Played in a different pattern

Fool them to not see what´s really in

Really in that bottom

The bottom you have tried to not create

Sadness knocks at your door and takes a seat

To let you know she will be spending a few days

While you are drowning in the thoughts

That invades your mind

Crawling for some fresh new air

To breath in and never stop

Living for another day

Deepness

On the way to the bottom
Sinking on the sea of thoughts
Thoughts running up and down
From an extreme to the other
Deep thoughts driving minds
Taking over emotions
Emotions that can´t seem to be clear
Seems like clearness has been long gone
Since this all started

Pretending in a daily basis
Seems the alternative
But as the time passes
Grows a deeper feeling
A feeling of abandonness
Of things that want to come out
Screaming from a higher place
That no one will be able to understand

Understand how big is the deepness of the cut
How hard trying to cure has been
But as hard cure tried
As deeper the cut got

Now seems like a puzzle
Impossible to build
Different cures
Different pieces
That will never fit together
´Cause the confusing mind
Will neve make it

Tears, Emotions like a roller coaster
Driving insane the confusing mind
No where to be find is the reason
The reason that opens the eyes
When the sunrise
To think again and block the past
Moving on without having the time
To really look
Look to the grieve
That´s not letting life be

Eyes Folded

Where has her light gone?
She can´t see it anymore
She is getting lost as the wind blows
Is taking her to ways
She has never known

She is right there but she doesn´t seem to make any noise
Is like if she wasn´t there, invisible
She doesn´t know where is she going
But she knows where she wants to go

But the way is dark
there´s no light for her to see
through this darkness
She can´t seem to visualize
But she knows someone is guiding her through it

Her trust she believes is somewhere
´Cause she is walking through it
Her faith is there
She can feel it as it burns in her heart

Something doesn´t let her fall
She is holding on tight to something she can´t see
´Cause she is more scare of falling into the whole
Then keep moving toward her goal eyes folded...

im officially back!

Well guys! i havent writte for a while now but i have found my way to inspiration again! so here we go again! hope u like them and please tell me what u think of what i writte! thanks for taking a few minutes to read what i writte!

Gone

My hope is gone
Gone as the wind
Blows on my face

In three days
Im planing to fly away from the pain
That rips my heart

The pain that doesn´t allow me to sleep
The pain that controls my emotions
I need to run away
And breath the air i haven´t been allow to breath
Since this started

My heart is tearing apart
I can´t hold the pieces together
I can´t see peace on my eyes

Im starting to fall
But i know where to go to but still
Im falling apart

My sorrow might not let me see
My pain might not let me cry
Because through the years i learned how to be hard

My heart was lying on the floor
And you left it their crying out for help

My illusions are gone
I feel like i want to be a five year old again
Where the happiness was glowing out of my face

I can´t stand this but i will have to live with it
Keep it on a trunk
Deep inside my heart
Lock it and not let anyone see what´s inside
Just God will know what i have there
Life is hard but is harder without the people you need standing there and supporting you

My strenght is falling but i will trust the impossible...